Death

Do any one of you ever wonder what death would be like? How it would feel? What would it be like to be....... dead? How's life gonna be after death? Will it be a misery? Or will it be a peaceful rest where you feel no pain, no fear. Death..... it scares me. I am afraid of it. I am afraid to die. Not because am afraid of leaving this world but because an afraid of what the next world has to offer. Some people believe we'll come back to this world after we die to live life once again. I don't believe that's gonna be the case. I think when the body dies and the soul leaves it is not going to come back unless it comes back in the same body, as the same person. I sat up last night just thinking where am I gonna go when I die? Will I sit all alone in a grave surrounded by insects all alove helpless. The very thought of that made my feet go cold, sweat pour down my face and my body shiver. Maybe.... it might be good. Maybe I'll go to heaven and enjoy. Have the fresh wind blow through my hair. Smile. Be happy. I don't even know. I mean am so confused because the fact is we all have to cross over one day or another and I really wish I could see where I was headed. Helpless and weak I am human indeed. The boundaries I cannot cross, the knowledge I seek just can't be sought. Death will one day embrace me with arms spread wide and wrap me up in the acts which I have done and then only will I find the answers I yearn for. Here's to hoping those answers resemble my dreams more than my nightmares.